Kesabaran .... Keikhlashan .... "How come????"

"Human .... never feel satisfied ....." Ya ... begitulah yang sering muncul di hatiku sebagai manusia tulen, mungkin juga dihati orang disekitarku. Kucoba mencari ... memahami .... dan menemukan 'apakah aku termasuk orang yang sabar dan ikhlash??? yang aku coba hanya melakukan apa yang aku bisa........ berusaha melakukan yang terbaik sehingga membuat orang lain merasa puas dengan apa yang aku lakukan ...... aku bisa berguna untuk mereka .... mencoba menerima apapun itu dengan diam ( ya ... walaupun aku harus menahan kemangkelan di hati sih .... ) I don't know .... apakah semua itu dikatakan bahwa aku sudah dikatagorikan orang yang sabar dan ikhlash .... Kuakui sering sekali muncul juga dibenakku kenapa aku kok tidak seperti orang lain ...... again .... I think .... Apakah aku tidak masuk dalam katagori orang yang sabar dan ikhlash???

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Hello

ACCEPTANCE

        I'm a teacher of Junior High School in Lumajang, I love my world. I feel young if I joined with my students. I always do what they do.
        I had taught for about 13 years. First ... I taught at Junior High School in a village of Lumajang from 1999 up to 2005. 2003 until 2009 I taught at Senior High School then I moved to teach at Junior High School in Lumajang up to now.
        A month ago, when I shared with my seven grade student. I was very surprise ... One of my students said that she was disappointed with me. She said "Sorry madam, I think you are not a kind teacher .... because ... if we asked about the lesson you're not answer it but I saw your face was not delight." I was just smile. I said sorry to everyone in the class. I knew I make a mistake. I treated and forced them to become Senior High School students. " How fool I'm."
         I awake, I must change my style to teach them. I will try to become someone that my students' want.